dear diary i wished for a happy new year. i had a year that was full of ups and downs. when i was on a high it was oh so wonderful. kisses that made my leg kick back every single time. then there were days where i would be crying for such a long time that it seemed as if i would fill the house with an ocean of tears.
but we live and we learn. i learned on important lesson this year and that was how to forgive and how to be genuinely sorry for something. we make mistakes its all part of being a human being. the problem is we all dont come to that realization at the same time. it hurts when someone you love is six steps behind you, but we have to understand that eventually they will catch up.
whatever you believe in there is something greater then you that has a plan. you just have to let things unfold. its hard when you have to let go of control but you just have to do it. sometimes you have to realize what your faults are and over come them to move into your next becoming.
